Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Incomplete

Tatlong araw na lang bagong taon na. Pero sa akin, ganoon pa rin. Walang nagbabago. Lahat luma pa rin. Hindi tulad ng mga nagdaang mga Pasko kumpleto kami. If there were times that we were not complete maybe it will be just 1 to 2 of us, but this time it will be just me and my sibling who will be celebrating New year's eve. Maybe almost all of us have different wist lists this Christmas or resolutions for the coming year. Nakakapagod din palang maging luma. Nakakasawa din pala. Mula ng magkaisip ako tingin ko ganito na ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako naging loner. Bakit hindi ako nahilig sa sports and socialization. Hanggang naging doctor ako hindi ko pa rin magawang buksan ang sarili ko. At kaisa-isahan kong naging girlfriend napabayaan ko pa. Sa age kong ito dapat mature na ko mag-isip pero tingin ko selfish pa rin ako. Hindi ko pa rin magawang maging masaya para sa iba. Five things ang sana ma-accomplish ko this year. Sana lang matupad kahit partial lang. Para naman maging masaya at fulfilled naman ako. God-loving kasi napansin ko na nagkukulang ako sa kanya; humble kasi lately during my past rotations naging rude ako sa mga patients ko. I know it will sound impossible especially I'm working in a public hospital but I must learn to see them as persons whose lives depend on me. Mysterious, sabi kasi nung friend ko I will gain attention of more girls if I will be a mysterious type. Sana lang hindi pa huli kasi I'm in a hurry of finding a right girl for me. Studious because I need to prepare na for the coming board exam next year. And hoping to be the top 1. Hehe..I know I can do it. Plain, la lang gusto ko lang na ung mga gamit ko will be pain and simple no unnecessary prints. Sana lang mapanindigan ko to. For my betterment.

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